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a thought about Britney

Mon, 08 Oct 2007 16:39:51 GMT

so i was on itunes and decided to read what some people had to say about Britney Spears' new video...

one review said in closing "i don't want my daughter looking up to her"

i think it's funny, the people that think like this. what they don't realize is that to today's younger generation (the kids that are the age now that we were when Britney's first cd came out) Britney Spears is like Janet Jackson or Whitney Houston is to us.

kids don't look up to her any more. she's simply a musician. they look up to girls like Rihanna and whoever the latest Diney star is...

personally, i hope Britney makes it another 12 years so she can say she's been around for 20 years. it'll make her like Madonna to the younger generation 12 years from now. i mean, she already has a greatest hits album, so she's on her way! i might just feel this way cause i was a young Spears fan... but i think it'd be pretty cool.

hey... awkward smile

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 19:01:59 GMT

so... don't you hate it when you're walking somewhere (in this case on campus) and you see someone you know and haven't see in a really long time, but you're in the middle of something and get caught really off gaurd?

you say hi and they say hey and maybe something you aren't prepared to respond to. and since you're in the middle of something (like listening to your voicemai) you're caught really off guard so you wave and say hey but that's really all you can do so you kinda smile... but your smile come out even more awkward then the unexpected meeting.

so you just keep walking. and you feel bad for not being able to respond to whatever it is they said AND you smile really awkwardly... so you're just like... woah, i wish i had a rewind button.

and it's even worse if that person is with a kinda cute boy that you were supposed to meet through another friend and they see you smile awkwardly... then you're just like, wow i hope he doesn't think i always smile like that...

and then that's all you think about for a while and how you wish you could redo that moment in time.

hate that.

big man on campus

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 16:57:02 GMT

not!

college is so weird! i don't even feel like i'm IN college. it's just like... a new school. heh. and i keep expecting the bell to ring and it never does.

but worse than that...

no one knows who i am anymore! i mean, apart from the people i already knew, i really don't have a name with anyone anymore. it suuuuucks. i thought it'd be nice to not be known by everyone. not so much. but i'm workin on that.

Josef and i are thinking of having our own video blogs. =] you KNOW we'd be way more famous/loved than perez hilton and william sledd. (their names don't even deserve to be capitalized cause they suck so bad. they're such a horrible [yet depressingly accurate] representation of gays and they suck)

but anyway... that's my once-in-a-blue-moon update.

LOVES!

too shy to say... [lyrics post]

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 03:54:11 GMT

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me things that I don't want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way?

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you

I've got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
I got a crush on you, a crush on you

crushin real hard

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 16:47:32 GMT

well it's been a while since an update.

i guess cause i haven't really been doing anything.

i'm a frequent visitor to Club Play. kinda surprised i don't have a platinum membership card. and i've been working pretty consistently.

other than that, just keeping up with the boys, as always, and trying to live with always being broke.

woo-hoo.

haha. hope everyone is having a good summer!!

Father's Day [a lyrics post]

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 23:06:14 GMT

Walk down the sidewalk
Staring at your feet
Wishing my steps were longer
So by your sides I could keep

Hold your hand much bigger
Never wanted mine to grow
So I could always fit perfect
Inside your palms just so

No one loves me just like you do
No one knows me just like you do
No one can compare to the way my eyes fit in yours
You'll always be my father
And I'll always be your joy

Lay me on your belly
Nights when Mama wasn't home
Lightning made me shiver
And you never let me feel alone

I tried to match your breathing
Beating my little heart against yours
Perfect were the nights we were sleeping
I never wanted anyone but who we are

'Cause no one loves me just like you do
And no one knows me just like you do
No one can compare to the way my eyes fit in yours
You'll always be my father
And I'll always be your joy

One day he'll come on bended knee
And ask my love away from me
And when I give my love to him
He'll always have a place within

One day he'll come on bended knee
And ask my love away from me
And when I give my love to him
He'll always have a place within

No one loves me just like you do
No one knows me just like you do
No one can compare to the way my eyes fit in yours
You will always be my father
And I will always be your joy

put a c*ck in it

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:23:31 GMT

for some reason lately everyone has been PISSING me off.

not everyone.

there're a few people that aren't. but geez!

i don't know what it is. i'm prolly just riding the crimson wave and am getting pissy. d*mn that aunt rose. she comes on a regular basis, even to visit me, and i get so b*tchy.

haha. i like pretending i have girl time. ;)

anyway... i got a raise at work.

and there's an AMAZING guy in my life. kinda. kinda amazing. kinda in my life.

he's amazing except when he's being a little b*tch, but that's usually only when i'm having "girl time"

i gotta shut up now.

i have to get out of tennessee

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:22:21 GMT

i need a vacation.

i need a change of scenery.
a change of pace.

as much as i love the popularity, i need to go somewhere where no one knows my name.
or where very few know my name.

i have to.

i thought i had that place. i'm not so sure any more.

but who's saying i can't find a new one?

a lyrics post... SO how i feel

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 00:05:35 GMT

I never knew a love
A love that could be sweeter
No matter what my mind says
Your music gives me fever

The moment that we danced
Your arms felt like a cradle
And when you took my hand
I was no longer able

It never felt so right before
I need to be with you much more
I can't believe this kind of fate
We can runaway...

Is it love?

I'm always in a spell
Even when I sleeping
You're always on my mind
I hope that I'm not dreaming

If I am let me stay asleep
Don't wake me up I feel complete
I never want to feel it end
What a lovely moment

Is it love?

I wanna give you my love
Overtime
I wanna make love to you
Overtime
I wanna be right next to you
Overtime
I wanna be in love with you
Overtime

how to be a fashionista [an update blog]

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 20:12:50 GMT

i really just thought i needed a new post. even though i don't really have anything to post.

my stepbrother got engaged!

congratulations to the future Mr. and Mrs. Jonathan and Tiffany Zajas

that's satisfactory