| so i was on itunes and decided to read what some people had to say about Britney Spears' new video... one review said in closing "i don't want my daughter looking up to her" i think it's funny, the people that think like this. what they don't realize is that to today's younger generation (the kids that are the age now that we were when Britney's first cd came out) Britney Spears is like Janet Jackson or Whitney Houston is to us. kids don't look up to her any more. she's simply a musician. they look up to girls like Rihanna and whoever the latest Diney star is... personally, i hope Britney makes it another 12 years so she can say she's been around for 20 years. it'll make her like Madonna to the younger generation 12 years from now. i mean, she already has a greatest hits album, so she's on her way! i might just feel this way cause i was a young Spears fan... but i think it'd be pretty cool. |
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| so... don't you hate it when you're walking somewhere (in this case on campus) and you see someone you know and haven't see in a really long time, but you're in the middle of something and get caught really off gaurd? you say hi and they say hey and maybe something you aren't prepared to respond to. and since you're in the middle of something (like listening to your voicemai) you're caught really off guard so you wave and say hey but that's really all you can do so you kinda smile... but your smile come out even more awkward then the unexpected meeting. so you just keep walking. and you feel bad for not being able to respond to whatever it is they said AND you smile really awkwardly... so you're just like... woah, i wish i had a rewind button. and it's even worse if that person is with a kinda cute boy that you were supposed to meet through another friend and they see you smile awkwardly... then you're just like, wow i hope he doesn't think i always smile like that... and then that's all you think about for a while and how you wish you could redo that moment in time. hate that. |
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| not! college is so weird! i don't even feel like i'm IN college. it's just like... a new school. heh. and i keep expecting the bell to ring and it never does. but worse than that... no one knows who i am anymore! i mean, apart from the people i already knew, i really don't have a name with anyone anymore. it suuuuucks. i thought it'd be nice to not be known by everyone. not so much. but i'm workin on that. Josef and i are thinking of having our own video blogs. =] you KNOW we'd be way more famous/loved than perez hilton and william sledd. (their names don't even deserve to be capitalized cause they suck so bad. they're such a horrible [yet depressingly accurate] representation of gays and they suck) but anyway... that's my once-in-a-blue-moon update. LOVES! |
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| You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me things that I don't want to know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way?
I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
I got a crush on you, a crush on you |
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| well it's been a while since an update. i guess cause i haven't really been doing anything. i'm a frequent visitor to Club Play. kinda surprised i don't have a platinum membership card. and i've been working pretty consistently. other than that, just keeping up with the boys, as always, and trying to live with always being broke. woo-hoo. haha. hope everyone is having a good summer!! |
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